I'm so hurt by dishonesty.
I don't know how to feel.
I can't let the pain go away.
I can't look at you the same.
I don't think this will work.
I can't trust you anymore.
I don't think you can change back.
Sorry I brought you back into the game.

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Ok so I'm seriously seriously SERIOUSLY considering shaving the sides of my head to have a mohawk. I have given it much thought and I am 90% sure I'm going to do it.


Any input??

I am changing a lot of things in my life and so far they are making life more bearable at the moment.

I thought I knew who I was. Until my mom told me the truth. She had been avoiding telling me for many years. I don't blame her. Now I don't know who I am anymore at all. I am glad she told me but at the same time I am not. Let's just say I have always had a very dark side my parents tried to cure, but to no avail. Wow. I feel very lost right now and I don't know what to do. I am going out of my mind.